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i'm screwed up
2:36 AM
Tuesday, February 01, 2011
monday blues. (oh monday's over alr)
horrible things keep happening. and sad stuff keep replaying. i suppressed all my tears, but then now they're all falling. D:
but honestly, someone should just knock me on the head and ask me why i bother, why still feel sad, why care so much, when you chose this, when you were the one brought all this to yourself.
but must you bring it up to me when u happily walked past.
must yall make me uncomfortable by openly chatting about me.
why aggravate things further why so insensitive. D:
i shall now admit that i'm not strong alr. haha, maybe that was the old me, but now i'm so vulnerable and weak that i can't bear to see wat lump of nua thing i've turned into. i mustered up so much strength and courage to decide. i put down so much of my concerns and worries to convince myself. now i'm hardly sure of anything anymore.
lala. the irony.
can't wait for cny to come? but not really anticipating sch when it ends either lol.
and paiseh for high emo concentration of this post. monday blues man D:
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