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fears.
9:19 PM
Thursday, January 06, 2011
realised these days that i have a lot of fears.
& a majorly big fear is that i'll eventually be defeated and engulfed by all my fears.
nvm.
i guess i'm not as strong as i used to think i was anymore?
like harder to find self assurance, easier for breakdowns, and more and more concerns occupying my head. i used to pride in the fact that i can find inner strength pretty well, and regenerate myself quite okay, but now i'm losing that.
it's pretty much gone.
sigh. T-T insecurities.
hope ppl are having a great class chalet xD
was deciding whether to go today (like the only day i can go), but then i couldnt find any mood or energy to lift myself there haha. bleah.
after dalt felt quite chui ._. wow, like i also dunno if its because of dalt anot hahaha.
dunno what's wrong with me lah D:
no mood for anything at all.
ramble ramble.
everybody jiayou (: i think it sucks that sch's starting ): boo!
i feel like i havent had enough of holidays D: boo.
and persevere is like the word of the day :D everyone keep it going with hw chionging and mugging!
oh to 'person whose blog i'm stalking (HEY THIS NAME IS AWFULLY LONG hng i'm just going to call you meimei boo! D:) I LOVE YOU TOO :D wahahah thankyou for being so sweeet (: (ahh i teared after reading your post so nice ;DDD)
i'm not really stressed bah i also dunno. just like very scared of some stuff (: but i'll be fine whee~! and awww just keep me entertained with stalking stuff :D i love how cute you are when you stalk :D wahahaha xD
i'm still used to keeping some stuff to myself.
but its okay :D i'm alright, and i know that when i need you, you'll be there for me. (:
oh yea.
why must bio LT be on 14th T-T i hate them bleah! ):
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