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2:14 AM
Sunday, October 17, 2010
i need to lay this down straight.
i guess i was right when i said that you're not an easy person to understand.
i dunno if you are truly happy or just hiding the hurt
i dunno if you even do care about all the crap that's like sort of happening btwn us
i dunno if you are purposely moving on.
and the scary part of everything is
we can't seem to go back to the past already.
i've somehow lost your trust.
and you've somehow already gave up.
it is quite unfair.
i mean,
you drifted away when i needed to talk to you
and suddenly your existence in my life just ceased.
you ought to know,
i haven't changed.
i just lost the ability to be natural around you.
and once again,
i worry for what's to come between us in the future.
(maybe.
no attachment, no closeness,
just a chasm that constantly brings me chills as i rmb the contrasting difference.)
ouch.
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