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1:08 AM
Wednesday, July 21, 2010

LOL. sian today is such a special day isn't it, my blog is revived. :D
random inspiration.

i spammed searched korean song lyrics eng tranlsations today :O
damn nice lah, but quite emo also. haha.
i think i turned emo when i came to JC. D: no good.
my tears are less controllable, my emotions are harder to contain, and i start to enjoy emo songs and esp their lyrics.
li qi say it is because we are taking Lit., & hence we start to be more~ emotional. haha.

(this para is for you ;D)
hey, i'm sorry.
i don't know wat to say, wat to do to make things less akward.
i don't know how to put in more effort. ):
i still feel that i've deprived you of more care.
i want to put more attention on you,
but i really can't seem to be able to.
(there's reasons, but i think they sound like excuses).
如果你明白,希望你能感觉到,至少我是在乎的。
take care :D

siao i just realised it is 1 plus am and freak my work is undone :OO
SHINee's LUCIFER ALBUM ROCKS THE SOCKS :DD
REALLY DAMN EPIC NICE LAH oh 天.
the ballads, the technos, the dancesongs, wtv all damn good :D
addicted.
but honestly, onew needs to keep his hair styled. MIDDLE PARTING IS NOO NOO NOO GOOD D: and taemin's hair is too chio. %)(%)!%)( (jealous) minho still suits longer hair. Jjong pulls off anything it seems and KEY D:: it seems to me that only one side of your face is look-able. why they shave you D:
BUT STILL, yall rock :D her whisper is the lucifer :D

i think i ought to go back to work.
btw sian, i hate it when ppl label ppl by results,
sometimes you get it lucky for an exam and you want to be happy from it okay, not stressed
我不要附加的压力
我不要异样的眼光
我不是变态. TYVM.
rahh dont like it when ppl go all judgemental. -.-
thankful for ppl who still at least know me more than that surface, superficial level.
rahh.

lol talked to CCF the whole bus journey today, realised that there really can be a lot to talk abt.
i understand how you and mingyuan can chat for 1 hr plus during LEP camp liao haha.
i realised talking is fun, is relaxing and is interesting. ;D sian i need to find a bus buddy next time~~ LOL.
or i shall be clever like CCF and take some other bus and change mrt/bus/lrt HAHA (exploit the distance fare system :DDD)

anyway tjy, jiayou. i understand i hope you really understood what i wrote from my note :D
it is impt the thing stays small, try not to let it affect you too much.
shit is shit. big, crap and smelly. (this spoils things -.-)
let it be okay. ;D just flush it down the toilet bowl (WOW me metaphoric worxzxz AHAHA)

i shall end with my fav. SHINee ballad :D


내가 바보야
잊을 수 없는 너의 사랑이
마지막 눈물이
나의 온 가슴을 찢어 놓는다
찢어 놓는다
(I’m sorry) 정말 미안해

내 마음이 가는대로
난 아무생각 없이 걷고 있지
니 모습을 닮은
korean lyrics rock :D

oh yea.
me no like blurblur 呜呼! D:
RAH. why blurblur! HAHA. 0.o and 呜呼 is bad enough :O
haha. -.-
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