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2:58 PM
Saturday, August 02, 2008
well. this weeeeek has passed. i feel very erh 不知所措。very aimless and erm, blur? urghh i'm blabbering.
my cousin pops by and says my brain is sleeping because it lacks sleep. o_o *bish my cousin*
but seriously these few days sqms sleeep very little. my tue+wed+thur sleep hours add up to only about 5 1/2 :O
tues 2 half, wed 2, thurs 1/2.
oh wait that adds up to 5. -.- paiseh 5 hours. then yesterday night i was trying very desperately to sleeeeepp earlier. then my parents were 搬-ing my tables and stuff (BECAUSE HOHEY I HAVE A NEW COMP TO MYSELF! YAY) then my ma was still buay song with me cause i went home late yepp then had to help 搬 lor. then woke up this morning & i was like HUR?! when did i even sleep. -.o
anyway was forced to wake up today. erhh 9am somemore. T-T不管啦，人家要睡觉嘛。*throws a fit*
and apparantly my ma said she almost went to call the police o_o apparantly after all i called her from siu's house, she nvr receive a single of my sms. -.- so she was very 紧张。my pa was very concerned about the crying on the car thing. ALL meliang' s fault. & jung was like "不是说好不哭lor." in a very buay song voice at meliang until it felt very funny.erps.
was really quite happy that at least the ______ thing was solved. really must thank pooh's family :DD 谢谢你们. seriously i was so super happy when pooh told me i felt that i din have to worry about anything else anymore hoohoho.
oh and thank you to siu's family haha. i think we were quite noisy, then since we never sleep much so maybe it disturbed them alot. (oh & THE DOG LICKED MY THIGH! :O 给它赚到了T-T)
dunno what I feel about POP. the songs thingies like took me ____ hours can! T-T then in the end couldn't work right. haiyo. all because of the cable port T-T. waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh~~ jung was saying she felt that it was quite screwed. but well. 我不知道我的想法。and i don't think i should ponder over it before i get confused.
ma'ams 送的presents 我很喜欢。the entire concept and everything (: debrief wasn't emo. i think everyone was trying not to talk about emo things in case we cry. because we just promised to be 坚强！(but eventually still cried after debrief mah)
aiyorh yesterday i saw meliang cry then i read the letters and i felt extremely emotional. i think it has been building up lah, from all the stuff this week. the letter thing and the maths and _____ yea. ): & i've been trying to suppress them but maybe 我还是没那个能耐. & then tat tung yi went to 提醒 me of my 伤心事 during debrief. ): zhenshide. blehbleh
i feel very 混乱 about the stop letter writing thing . i told myself what i did was what was the right thing to do, the most rational and the thing i was supposed to do. but now i feel that maybe, just maybe, what i should have done was really what i want to do. 不过那很不可能吧。
well. think about happier stuff! *jump*
PHOTOS! :O
NEUTRALISATION ：Ｏ wahha
HEYY TOO MUCH LA T-T see la. become acidic liao (actually is purposely haha)
this is kelly's life motto. LOL. and she took a series of photos with it HAHA
the 3 before the ICING WOO.
PRESENTS :DD 谢谢ma'ams (:
i should go back to work T-T
gohyingsiu! CIP next week horh! :O
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