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in complete retardation.
4:35 AM
Sunday, July 22, 2007
hello. :D trying to do something here :X cause yea. trying to make sure history don't repeat itself and my blog doesn't die. (:
well. orhh yea. realised i haven't said anything about last dalt but yeaa. actually not much things larh, erm, just:
did long2, then practiced changing hands, then did long2 again, then jumping over the long, then practiced changing hands again, then long again. Then PT. then ermm. watched ma'am's performance, took photos, then yea. end
yea. that's about it. no sqd talk, no debrief, nothing. i think ma'ams are afraid of us le larh. :X
but a lot of us were super emo. not in the VERY EXTREMELY sad way but yeaaa. some sqms cried during water break. bleahh. oh and hor, that pinky arh, you hor, cannot like that one. IF you are so in pain you shouldn't continue! what if it gets worse :X somemore you need perform with ma'am right, so you shouldn't push yourself until like that larh. I very heart pain. ):
then i think mama wanted to vomit. yeaa. ): but i think she turned out okay. (: GOOD GOING MAMA. orh. and ahboy fell out after two rounds jumping of long. :X and i saw hong was very tired during PT cause i could feel the desperation in her from her back view. haiix. and i know hong was very tired from the start cause everytime water break i can sense it.
WHICH REMINDS ME. hahaha. so funny can. ma'am asked us for a cheer when we were jumping the long. :X then meichun behind me was like, "the my side one" then i was "arhh" then she went "what is it called arh" then i remembered and i went "skin and bones" which apparantly was to answer meichun's question but turned out too loud and some sqm started 12123 ing. :X then some sqms din hear the skin and bones i said so yeaa.a they dunno what to sing :X so ma'ams was like, -.- what cheer is this larh.
waaha. i was laughing throughout the cheer. cause i remembered when it is called skin and bones and what was the original name. ;X
haha. (: and i could hear meichun cheering very loud! :D [okay so she is behind me but really loud can!] GOOD JOB MEICHUN! :D thank you! (:
welll. then ermm. nothing much. (: sqms was
after dalt, ermm. orh yea. cause i told my mummy i wasn't going home for dinner[i dunno why] so i had to eat out. initially only pooh pei2ing me. :D cause she nice. but sqms dun want to go home, so in the end, pooh, cong melia and mama went with me to KAP.[which melia said," ehh so unhealthy" to which i replied, " i want to die early!" ]
yea. then in the end left me and pooh only. cause sqms had to go le. :X so pooh and i were discussing lameness of teachers and stuff. [dunno why it started] then we went to the bus stop to go back nanyang cause our lovely parents wanted to take us home from there. (: yea so erm. we were pretending to be pa tuoing and thinking of werid scenarios. ahahhaha. :X so lame can.
arh well. so yea. it turned out that on wednesday i was so sleepy i get off the car, waved bye and walked and then banged into the in-front-of-audi-pillar. ): bleahh. i was AUFF then groan. then there was this cleaning uncle outside the dance studio and apparantly he saw what tragedy has occured to me and gave me this 'aiyorh-be careful larh' look. [which, following that, he started to laugh at me] and i gave him this 'hur-paiseh-hor' look.
waaah. :X
i kopped this meme :X from quizmeme. :X is so random.
true colours
1. From where you are sitting right now, list an object that is one of each of the following colors: red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple, white and black.
battery operated pencil sharpener
my shirt :X [around this shade]
highlighter lying around. [oi! my dear brother stop throwing stuff everywhere! ]
the walls [not this shade larh]
marker! :D my wallet, the kitchen cupboards! :D I LOVE BLUE! (:
orh. THE wooden flower i got for valentines! (:
erm. my brother just walked by, so erm. HIS SHIRT! :D
ermm. the computer wires. ;D
2. What color do you wear most often? Why?
did i mention that I LOVE BLUE! :D YESH! BLUE BLUE BLUE, YOU'RE SO COOL! :D
3. What color are your eyes? What color do you wish they were?
brown/black? i wish? BLUE? haha. joking.;D i am fine with my current colour.(:
4. What color is your desktop image?
PURPLE XD gives jung the 'see my wallpapers rocks' look.
5. What colors are you walls and floor?
the walls? green and 'how do you describe that shade' colour. the floor? floor colour :D
HAHAHA. i appreciate the TRUE COLOURS IN MY LIFE ;D
[picture sqms singing 'i see your true colours, shining thru, i see your true colours and that's why i love you...']
i shall do another one. :D
if i were a...
1. If you were an ice cream sundae, what kind would you be? Flavor? Toppings? How does that fit your personality?
ORHH !i want to be COOKIES AND CREAM! :D MY FAVOURITE! :D toppings? dun need larh. :D i am contended with my COOKIES AND CREAM! :D got anything to do with my personality? erh. dun think so larh. cookies and cream give me blessed FEELING! :D COOKIES AND CREAM! :D
2. If your were a radio station, what kind of music would you play? What would your top 5 songs be?
haha. top 5 i dun want to list. :D I WANT TO PLAY very energetic music. :D makes people's day.;D and i want to play songs that touch your heart. (: yeahh.
3. If you were a holiday, which would you be and why? Would it be an existing holiday, or a new one? How would people celebrate you?
i want to be INTERNATIONAL ICE CREAM DAY! :D hahahha. existing anot i dunno. cause somemore got international pancake day lorh. :X PEOPLE SHALL EAT ICE CREAM ON THIS DAY! :D [rahhs about cookies and cream]
4. If you were a beverage, what kind would you be? Hot? Cold? Alcoholic? Carbonated?
I WANT TO BE ICE CREAM FLOAT :D so nice right. (: best if it is vanilla on top. COOKIES AND CREAM ALSO CAN! :D the drink can be carbonated i dun mind. :D
5. If you were an animal, what species would you be and why? Would you live in the wild, or be a pet?
I WANT TO BE A SQUIRREL :D cute marh. MY FAVOURITE ANIMAL! :D can climb trees play around. :D i dun mind being a pet. :D but the wild sounds really cool. (:
haha. (: i supposed i am done with blogging today. SO LONG A POST CAN! :D
i hate my bro's school
9:56 AM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
THIS IS FREAKY. ): my bro came home just now with his whole hand full of orcehs and bites. I WAS LIKE totally on the verge of crying. WHAT KIND OF KINDERGARDEN LETS KIDS SO YOUNG SUFFER UNTIL LIKE THAT ONE!
please lorh. MY bro is sent there to like study and get educated! NOT TO GET THERE AND GET BASHED UP BY SOME KID WHO APPARANTLY is mad or something. i am not mean or ranting okay.
who in the right mind will bite and pinch a classmate until his WHOLE arm is covered in orcehs and bites?
MY HEART PAINS FOR MY BROTHER!
and apparantly what kind of school is that larh! Q%#@#$^#^$^& THE TEACHERS GO THERE SLEEP IS IT! KIDS GET BITTEN UNTIL LIKE THAT. please lor. we like learn stuff like RESPONSIBILITY from primary school. THE TEACHERS ARE SO OLD LE LORH THEY GO THERE AND THEY EXPECT TO BE NOT ACCOUNTED FOR THE SAFETY OF KIDS?!?
i am utterly disappointed. i cannot believe lorh. IT LOOKS SO PAINFUL OKAY! ): i was on the verge of tearing le lorh. the WHOLE ARM EH!oh my tian. i cannot stand this le lorh. EHH! 6 years old only eh! ): I DIDN'T THINK BULLYING IN SCHOOLS TURN OUT SO SERIOUS OMG. my bro is a victim of it too. ):
and wahseh. my bro NVR TOLD US ANYTHING ABOUT IT LORH! he just planned to suffer in silence. SO BRAVE. sobbs. oh gosh i am crying le. ): wahhh.
i shall end the post. sorry for using caps and $#%^*s. [oops] . ERMM. xD YEAH. haha.
ermm. last act. and emo chu --__--
8:01 AM
oh my 天 ！ blogger scares people. It took so long to load that i thought there was something wrong and that i might end up like pooh who cannot happen to blog at all. D:
ERM. yesterday was last act. [at this moment i hear birds singing outside. HEY WRONG SCENE LARH !@#$%^* THERE IS SUPPOSED TO BE THUNDER!] so here i am sucking the strawberry[ARH! hong loves♥] yogurt lollipop [YES!POOH! LOLLIPOP! XD my favourite kinda thing. (:] from the cleanest class/most punctual class prize thing, and attempting to blog some stuff. XD
apparantly i had planned to learn self discipline from _______ [go guess] BUT however, i couldn't concentrate because i kept thinking about blogging ♥ so i decided to come blog first! (:
WELL! last act. was. aherm. not very fun or happy. [okay i know. apparantly it wasn't supposed to]. WAS kind of disappointed cause my U was not very nice. ): i mean... it is like LAST ACT. eh! ): although not POP or anything but literally it would be the LAST act. we have with ma'ams! T-T
So we had muster parade. XD then ermmm. ma'am taught us flag pitching theory in the NP room. i saw this countdown to POP on the board[oops. i know i wasn't supposed to 分神 but hurhur] and felt a bit emo. ): anyways. the A.B.U very funny! XDDD liying ma'am said later, "you all can call it A B U if you all find calling Abu a bit uncomfortable" and we were like hahaing. xD but the funny thing was that ma'am keep asking stuff then we thought it got cheem name then keep quiet then hong said the simple and obvious answer then we all laugh but in the end it was correct. like e.g.
Shiyun ma'am:*points to drawing on the board* what is this?then we went carpark to get flag staff after taking the other stuff from NP room. :D then we paired our flag staff and carried it to campcraft plot. :D ermm. then some 39 ma'ams pitched then other 39 ma'ams explained what they were doing to us. yea. Then later 39 ma'ams had to go quadrangle so our NCOs took over. (: yea. then we unpitched [safely. (: no one died under the flag pole! thank you very much] then there was this ermm slip knot that was DEADLY TIGHT! XD then me and hong pull pull then still cannot untie. SO i said, okay, nvm you go do other stuff i try use fingernail to dig. Then i tried but apparantly cause left very little time! so i was AHHH then i called camelia to pull with me then still cannot then i exasperatedly go oRH! then i use fingernail and I GOT IT OUT! :X
40 : -quiet-
Hong: Round lash ma'am
rest of the 40: HAHAHAHAHHA
Shiyun ma'am: *confused look* Why you all laugh? correct what.
[at this point of time my lollipop looks like a mushroom cap! so cute]
then we had 'debrief'. I was telling hong the ambience was SUPER NICE for people to get emo and cry one. :X then she was like, " you better not cry arh. I dun want to talk to you"then anyway we got ourselves blindfolded then wrote on the paper ma'ams gave us.XD then we were to write:
1. our feeling at that time
2. message to sqms
3. message to ma'ams
I was very freaked out cause ermm. i kept wondering like WHERE ON EARTH AM I WRITING! i kept freaking out cause i tot i wrote over the space i had written before. ): then at one point i think i wrote until the floor?!
anyway. i was kind glad i din cry in front of sqms during the debrief. Cause i cried under my shidai. ): hurhur.
ERMM! orh yesh then we asked ma'am about the question we asked before which was , "Ma'ams, what was your first impression of our sqd?" then we got to know loads of stuff that we never thought of. XD Xueting ma'am actually didn't want to take us eh! hahah.
and ermm .later ma'ams asked us questions are we were to point at the sqm at the top of your mind. :D
most 暴力 sqm: CONG LARH! who else.-.-
most gu niang sqm: Pinky??
most blur sqm: meichun! XD hahaha.
most different-when-away-from-ma'ams sqm: KATHERINE KANASARI! XD
-cannot rmb some XD-
orh. i was the ermm. what was it?? orh yesh.
most siao[as in western medicine/ crazy] which ma'am defined as the sqm who gets high easily: MEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMMEMEMEMEME! :O
WHY ARH!
i got like that meh): haha nvm. XD
anyway it was quite a 'hey everyone is happy and cheery' debrief. :D no one cried[except me, OF COURSE, in secret (:]
but then after that, things CHANGED! :X
which i must admit i am either exteremly blur[which can't be cause it is meichun!] or kenna SO SUAY cause i can't find my white socks! *cheers. phe-eww- weees * so i went for the 'extended debrief' and home in my SHOES ONLY! ):
well. after that it got kind of emo. cause we got nothing to say. then xueting ma'am started the extended debrief with erm an emo speech which touched me to the core that i started tearing[HEYHO! NO ONE REALISED! XD] ): but well. then it was silent for a while. THen sqms asked this question that was anti climax but yay or whatever cause the atmosphere kind of brightened. XD the question was, " Ma'ams, can you all tell us about your past night walk experiences" ooh. :X then xueting ma'am told us a funny story (: HAHA
then suddenly jung left. Then we got silent again. then came this security guard. SO ANTI CLIMAX @!$#^% also lor. XD then pooh was, " i feel like scaring the security uncle"-__-
then anyway ma'ams started asking us to sing. then xueting ma'am spinned her phone then it pointed to me. :X [did i mention i kenna so suay??] then i was arh. then ma'am spun it AGAIN then it pointed to me again. -.-
then ma'ams spinned it again and it pointed to the space between meichun and xueting ma'am-.- and shiyun ma'am went , " meichun 旁边的人。 ” and it kept pointing there again. then it pointed to yingsiu. so i was thinking of song to sing. then i recalled meichun singing in the toilet and sqms saying SHH. so i asked meichun wat song she was singing before for some 灵感 :D then ma'am went yeayea what arh? and guess what she said
"大笨象会跳舞ma'am-.-" i was like shocked dao. where got. why i hear de song is not that leh. anyway we were laughing. (: then meichun sang it for ma'ams to hear. HAHA and she sang very fast . (:
so later ma'ams started singing yea and then ermm. we sang along some lines and started MY love. yeaa. :X then other 38 ma'ams came then started playing the piano some songs [that kinda made me super emo.] then i started crying when xueting ma'am said, " come on, make us stay." then i was like very mixed emotions and then yea so cried lor. then melia went, " ma'ams我们不知道要说些什么，不过我们不想走。 ” which made me cry like some mad woman-.- then ermm. shiyun ma'am said this line, " 40 不要哭了，要坚强。 ” which made me cry MORE! ): gosh. and all our ma'ams were crying then too. ): WAAHHH.
anyway. well. ermmmm. really larh. i agree with what melia said. ): it is like you have a lot of things you want to say but dunno how to put it. it is like 有很多的话在心里但说不出来 很 got the 遗憾但无奈 feeling.): then i had to go then was crying on the way home and reprimanding myself for not requesting ma'am to hug me and yingsiu before we left cause i was thinking sqm sure get to hug ma'am one. then i was crying on the car. ): then in the end sqm also nvr hug ma'am.
yea. hmphh. regarding the title about 'emo chu' errrr. cause aiyarh the whole of that day i was VERY emo. ermm. i woke up at midnight then started crying cause yea it was the last act. day?? i sound mad. okay nvm. D: then ermmmmm. oh yea. then i cried in the morning [and afterwhich camelia tang qian ying dragged me for half of a classroom length across the corridor. PAIN CAN!] then i cried in science.DUNNO WHY. cannot rmb what caused me to cry. OH YESH! the photo of us and ma'am taken on NPDP AHH!.
then ermm. what arh. oh yesh. then erm. lunch i think me and pooh were dabian-ing. xD then jung finished changing and was waiting outside. then me and pooh went kee siao. XD pooh made this evil laugh like heh heh or something then i went " pooh de da bian come out le. " then she was laugh until siao. then my turn, i was making random sounds. XD then pooh was like, " chu's dabian sound." then i was. WHAT LARH. then jung was like, " like constipation like that."
WAHHHa. we sound disgusting.
orh. reminds me! that day we and pooh went kee siao in lang. arts at the library when we went "ooh ohh yeah yeah...我爱你在心口难开 ” i think i was the one who started it again. oh man.
really larh. this friday is ermmmmmmmmmm. what arh. yeash. pop rehearsal. then next tuesday is last dalt le. ): VErY FAST EH! ):
well. time flies.we know that. it seemed that 37 ma'ams just left us yesterday. and today 38 ma'ams are leaving. ): WHY ! orh. and yest at 纯 真 the song there. the last line made me choke in emotions. " 我想我还是轻轻放开你的手 ， 我 却没有力气怎么做 。”
yea. erm. it was like reminded me of how i told myself NOT to cry cause i wanted ma'am to leave with a happy mood but really couldn't help myself. ): i was disappointed at my U and myself. ): well. went home hugged my bear which is called. _ _ _ / _ _ _ _ cannot tell larh. ): REALLY TIGHTLY cause apparantly the bear got special meaning to me and lied on my bed, cry for a while. hAHA. DIDN'T EAT DINNER!(: diet diet. :D
okayy. yea. ENOUGH OF EMO. POST! :D ermm. let's just hope last dalt would be better though i definitely don't look forward to it.
jiayou sqms. let's overcome this emo. period together...
heyho(:
11:43 AM
Sunday, July 08, 2007
waaaaahhhhhaaa. :D din expect this didn't you (: never thought that i would be back blogging so sooon. xD yea. really really apologetic to kind kind kind loyal readers out there SOOO SORRY chuie hasn't been blogging for SOOO LONG. T-T tears.
anywayyy. let's put an end to sorrow. :D for our dear blog. is revived. XD okay sort of. have been quite busy since the hols. XD cause i went overseas for three weeks! wasn't fun larh. ): just go feed the mosquitoes there yeaa. but well... okay larh. at least it was one different experience. :D
ATC ROCKED my hols THE MOST! :D really really really!
well. this year i am in CHARLIE! ♥ never expected myself to land in this HAPPY HAPPY COMPANY :DDD but hmpph. when ma'am finished reading out sqms and ma'ams and 41 in bravo and alpha and i wasn't anyone of them i sort of had that feeling, hmph. yesh. i shall be in charlie. i dun suppose i will land in delta so yea.(: SO YESH! i was right. (: i was sooo happy. :D cause i had pooh's company and though ahboy wasn't there but yesh I HAD THE WONDERFULLY 'i have a very cute and innocent face and i have american accent' AHBOY! :D that would be sooo fun. :D ermm. CHARLIE MA'AMS are the best too(: oh. and 41 was nice as well. :D YAY YAY YAY! :D
every company got a sqm who is PURE! :D ahpa stayed in alpha. :D and hong stayed in bravo, POOH in CHARLIE and cong in delta. (: that was awsomely nice as well. xD haha. and i realised i am always in the same company as one 212 sqm. :D last year i went with ahpa. :D this year i am WITH POOH. XD ahah. was saying, i shouldn't be so nian2 to 212 sqms cause if not we would all be in the 4 diff. companies then easier to sing ATC song. :D
am not going to go into details of what happened. :D but briefly larh. its been like 1week le?? wahha.
best activity!
what else but chicken FEET! :D that rocked. :D haha. at first i was in the centre of our charlie line then ma'am kept dragging us away. then it was kind of weird. THEN i remembered the moment i stepped into the quadrangle, sockkeng ma'am went, " ahh. can't help it" and smudged something on my hair. :D i think it was arhh. papaya? or honeydew. can't see marh. blindfolded. (:
then at some point of time all the 39 ma'ams were GONE! ): we were so exasperated so i was, "yingyun, let's call out for our 39 ma'ams" then we went "yinhwee MA'am! " "jiawen ma'am! " "huishan ma'am!" and some random times of "cHARIE!" but then no reply. ): then i got spilt up by xueting ma'am who went in front of me and ding3 me away from nicole. HAHAHA. she was saying that i should go with her cause she is my training head and that i shouldn't fight back cause she injured her arm already then i felt quite bad. but I held on. :D but welll.... hmphh. got separated anyhow. then i was holding on to Jacinta then xueting ma'am went "I DUN WANT jacinta, i only want chuxi. " ermm i was flattered. OKAY joking. :D but anyway somehow i got separated again and xueting ma'am led me to this ____ [fill in a suitable word of choice] place. then she called me to call for my sqms. :D so i did lorhs. THEN I HEARD MELIA AND POOH's voice! :D so happy(:
anyway. then somehow i was put at the front of the line? yeahs. then ermm. soon all my sqms came! :D so HAPPY CAN! then ermm. ma'am asked us to get in a circle. so i had t grab the last person who was ahpa :D so i anyhow move move then grabbed a random person. :D and it was katherine kanasari.! :D then she was. HEY! camelia is behind. then i was. WAH GOOD. XD then i grabbed camelia who went AH! then i was. hey i am chuxi larh. then she was. OOH! chuxi! then we squat down then ma'am poured starch all over us. :D then dunno which ma'am pulled my shirt[ooosh. typed shit just now. -.-] and poured starch INSIDE! xD anyway later we were asked to lie down then we had cucumber and tomato on our faces larh. :D yea. then we took off our blindfolds AND THERE! SQMS all looking like siao ppl. :D was very memorable. felt very touched with sqms around! (:
then later pinky asked me to help her push something inside her shirt out. she said it was papaya. I INSISTED it was tomato and she was freaked out. :X then i helped her take it out and yesh. it was tomato and she went EW!
HAHAHA. then we went to bathe laarhh. :D hooray! i'm very sure sqms found loads of weird stuff on themselves. XD i found ermm. papaya in my socks -.-
most rewardable activity!
CAMPFIREEEE!! :D it was soo cool can. (: the omega[right?] that 39 ma'ams made SO COOL! hahaha. and i din realise the switch was fake. :D because aiyahh. it din look fake marh. cause when mr han turned it the lights really came on like immediately. :D
anyway. (: I think the campfire was rewardable cause of the PERFORMANCES we were supposed to prepare. (: i really felt 41's effort. (: yea partially from when i was forcing them to EAT FASTER so we could get our item done. :D they gave really nice ideas as well. :D and i think our item went quite well. (:
feels more confident in front of 41 now.:D i think pooh feels the same way too. sometimes we just take it easy with them but yeash. IT CAN't WORK. XD it never works when only a few people and putting in effort. (: and i think our company's 41 really really impressed me. :D GOOD!
anyway. (: ATC really was the best ever. :D was still having atc blues on tuesday. cause ermm. was worrying about snoring at night. :D then was relieved cause can bring my medicine then sqms was like, OI! chuxi is only worried at snoring. -.- i was aee no lor.
okayy. :D so anyway.(: it was happy hols for me. and i think sqms are still discussing ATC once a while. XD
and well. last act.is ermm. two days away. ): i feel... ________ [fills in cheem word]. i dunno. i mean i can't believe it is like SUDDENLY WE WON'T HAVE ANY MORE CAMPCRAFT ACTS WITH MA'AMS! ):
and POP is on the 27th. ): really depressed. occasionally feel like crying. Juney was asking that day, "then like that you sure cry like hell on POP de lor" i was. ermm. really? and i thought and i have came to a conclusion that perhaps i will. :D who knows i might cry on last act too. haha. then sqms will KILL ME! esp. ermm. melia? no. erm. CONG! and ermm. KATHERINE KANASARI. ): who says, ehh dun larh later i will cry too. haha
ermm. yest. was open house. :D really sucked cause of the rain.): then we couldn't do long2 ): but later it stopped and we did and i slipped and fell.. at the first da3 yuan2. ):
so sad. can. BUT was really touched cause ermm. :D ma'ams were super caring. esp. chua simin ma'am was like. are you okay and was super concerned. (: and really wanted to thank sockkeng ma'am for helping me take over after that although i wanted to continue(: i was really really impressed by ma'am cause she normally don't do long2wei3 one. and thank you ma'am for telling me how to be more careful when we were supposed to perform again(:
anyway. (: IT WAS FUN! saw a lot of very interesting parents.(: and cute p6ers to remind me of those days. :X haha. and nicole was a nice partner to walk with. (: she shared experiences about her sec1 life really nicely. as in if it was me i dun think i could do as well in sec1. :D
AND MUST MUST thank camelia for ermm. constantly taking care of me when we walk around after i fell. (: thanks daddy.
really. felt a great sense of sqms' importance. (: cause haha. really dunno how life would be without sqms XD haha. THANK YOU ALL SQMS FOR BEING MY SQM! :DDD [wahh. after i finished that sentence suddenly got big rain went HUAHAHAUALAIALALAL down. hahah. so drama lorhs then pop out this popup saying CONGRATULATIONS really big.-.-]
okayy. that's all.(:
i suppose ERMM! XD WILL TRY TO BLOG CONSTANTLY LARH(:
jiayou simple-melody.blogspot.com! :D let's work hard to continue to strive ON! :D
okayy haha. XD
ermm. ermm. erm.ermmm! yeah. EH! thinking of changing blogskin. shall try to make a blogskin or something soon XD
bye bloggie! *glomps* ♥
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