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ermm. last act. and emo chu --__--
8:01 AM
Thursday, July 12, 2007
oh my 天 ！ blogger scares people. It took so long to load that i thought there was something wrong and that i might end up like pooh who cannot happen to blog at all. D:
ERM. yesterday was last act. [at this moment i hear birds singing outside. HEY WRONG SCENE LARH !@#$%^* THERE IS SUPPOSED TO BE THUNDER!] so here i am sucking the strawberry[ARH! hong loves♥] yogurt lollipop [YES!POOH! LOLLIPOP! XD my favourite kinda thing. (:] from the cleanest class/most punctual class prize thing, and attempting to blog some stuff. XD
apparantly i had planned to learn self discipline from _______ [go guess] BUT however, i couldn't concentrate because i kept thinking about blogging ♥ so i decided to come blog first! (:
WELL! last act. was. aherm. not very fun or happy. [okay i know. apparantly it wasn't supposed to]. WAS kind of disappointed cause my U was not very nice. ): i mean... it is like LAST ACT. eh! ): although not POP or anything but literally it would be the LAST act. we have with ma'ams! T-T
So we had muster parade. XD then ermmm. ma'am taught us flag pitching theory in the NP room. i saw this countdown to POP on the board[oops. i know i wasn't supposed to 分神 but hurhur] and felt a bit emo. ): anyways. the A.B.U very funny! XDDD liying ma'am said later, "you all can call it A B U if you all find calling Abu a bit uncomfortable" and we were like hahaing. xD but the funny thing was that ma'am keep asking stuff then we thought it got cheem name then keep quiet then hong said the simple and obvious answer then we all laugh but in the end it was correct. like e.g.
Shiyun ma'am:*points to drawing on the board* what is this?then we went carpark to get flag staff after taking the other stuff from NP room. :D then we paired our flag staff and carried it to campcraft plot. :D ermm. then some 39 ma'ams pitched then other 39 ma'ams explained what they were doing to us. yea. Then later 39 ma'ams had to go quadrangle so our NCOs took over. (: yea. then we unpitched [safely. (: no one died under the flag pole! thank you very much] then there was this ermm slip knot that was DEADLY TIGHT! XD then me and hong pull pull then still cannot untie. SO i said, okay, nvm you go do other stuff i try use fingernail to dig. Then i tried but apparantly cause left very little time! so i was AHHH then i called camelia to pull with me then still cannot then i exasperatedly go oRH! then i use fingernail and I GOT IT OUT! :X
40 : -quiet-
Hong: Round lash ma'am
rest of the 40: HAHAHAHAHHA
Shiyun ma'am: *confused look* Why you all laugh? correct what.
[at this point of time my lollipop looks like a mushroom cap! so cute]
then we had 'debrief'. I was telling hong the ambience was SUPER NICE for people to get emo and cry one. :X then she was like, " you better not cry arh. I dun want to talk to you"then anyway we got ourselves blindfolded then wrote on the paper ma'ams gave us.XD then we were to write:
1. our feeling at that time
2. message to sqms
3. message to ma'ams
I was very freaked out cause ermm. i kept wondering like WHERE ON EARTH AM I WRITING! i kept freaking out cause i tot i wrote over the space i had written before. ): then at one point i think i wrote until the floor?!
anyway. i was kind glad i din cry in front of sqms during the debrief. Cause i cried under my shidai. ): hurhur.
ERMM! orh yesh then we asked ma'am about the question we asked before which was , "Ma'ams, what was your first impression of our sqd?" then we got to know loads of stuff that we never thought of. XD Xueting ma'am actually didn't want to take us eh! hahah.
and ermm .later ma'ams asked us questions are we were to point at the sqm at the top of your mind. :D
most 暴力 sqm: CONG LARH! who else.-.-
most gu niang sqm: Pinky??
most blur sqm: meichun! XD hahaha.
most different-when-away-from-ma'ams sqm: KATHERINE KANASARI! XD
-cannot rmb some XD-
orh. i was the ermm. what was it?? orh yesh.
most siao[as in western medicine/ crazy] which ma'am defined as the sqm who gets high easily: MEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMMEMEMEMEME! :O
WHY ARH!
i got like that meh): haha nvm. XD
anyway it was quite a 'hey everyone is happy and cheery' debrief. :D no one cried[except me, OF COURSE, in secret (:]
but then after that, things CHANGED! :X
which i must admit i am either exteremly blur[which can't be cause it is meichun!] or kenna SO SUAY cause i can't find my white socks! *cheers. phe-eww- weees * so i went for the 'extended debrief' and home in my SHOES ONLY! ):
well. after that it got kind of emo. cause we got nothing to say. then xueting ma'am started the extended debrief with erm an emo speech which touched me to the core that i started tearing[HEYHO! NO ONE REALISED! XD] ): but well. then it was silent for a while. THen sqms asked this question that was anti climax but yay or whatever cause the atmosphere kind of brightened. XD the question was, " Ma'ams, can you all tell us about your past night walk experiences" ooh. :X then xueting ma'am told us a funny story (: HAHA
then suddenly jung left. Then we got silent again. then came this security guard. SO ANTI CLIMAX @!$#^% also lor. XD then pooh was, " i feel like scaring the security uncle"-__-
then anyway ma'ams started asking us to sing. then xueting ma'am spinned her phone then it pointed to me. :X [did i mention i kenna so suay??] then i was arh. then ma'am spun it AGAIN then it pointed to me again. -.-
then ma'ams spinned it again and it pointed to the space between meichun and xueting ma'am-.- and shiyun ma'am went , " meichun 旁边的人。 ” and it kept pointing there again. then it pointed to yingsiu. so i was thinking of song to sing. then i recalled meichun singing in the toilet and sqms saying SHH. so i asked meichun wat song she was singing before for some 灵感 :D then ma'am went yeayea what arh? and guess what she said
"大笨象会跳舞ma'am-.-" i was like shocked dao. where got. why i hear de song is not that leh. anyway we were laughing. (: then meichun sang it for ma'ams to hear. HAHA and she sang very fast . (:
so later ma'ams started singing yea and then ermm. we sang along some lines and started MY love. yeaa. :X then other 38 ma'ams came then started playing the piano some songs [that kinda made me super emo.] then i started crying when xueting ma'am said, " come on, make us stay." then i was like very mixed emotions and then yea so cried lor. then melia went, " ma'ams我们不知道要说些什么，不过我们不想走。 ” which made me cry like some mad woman-.- then ermm. shiyun ma'am said this line, " 40 不要哭了，要坚强。 ” which made me cry MORE! ): gosh. and all our ma'ams were crying then too. ): WAAHHH.
anyway. well. ermmmm. really larh. i agree with what melia said. ): it is like you have a lot of things you want to say but dunno how to put it. it is like 有很多的话在心里但说不出来 很 got the 遗憾但无奈 feeling.): then i had to go then was crying on the way home and reprimanding myself for not requesting ma'am to hug me and yingsiu before we left cause i was thinking sqm sure get to hug ma'am one. then i was crying on the car. ): then in the end sqm also nvr hug ma'am.
yea. hmphh. regarding the title about 'emo chu' errrr. cause aiyarh the whole of that day i was VERY emo. ermm. i woke up at midnight then started crying cause yea it was the last act. day?? i sound mad. okay nvm. D: then ermmmmm. oh yea. then i cried in the morning [and afterwhich camelia tang qian ying dragged me for half of a classroom length across the corridor. PAIN CAN!] then i cried in science.DUNNO WHY. cannot rmb what caused me to cry. OH YESH! the photo of us and ma'am taken on NPDP AHH!.
then ermm. what arh. oh yesh. then erm. lunch i think me and pooh were dabian-ing. xD then jung finished changing and was waiting outside. then me and pooh went kee siao. XD pooh made this evil laugh like heh heh or something then i went " pooh de da bian come out le. " then she was laugh until siao. then my turn, i was making random sounds. XD then pooh was like, " chu's dabian sound." then i was. WHAT LARH. then jung was like, " like constipation like that."
WAHHHa. we sound disgusting.
orh. reminds me! that day we and pooh went kee siao in lang. arts at the library when we went "ooh ohh yeah yeah...我爱你在心口难开 ” i think i was the one who started it again. oh man.
really larh. this friday is ermmmmmmmmmm. what arh. yeash. pop rehearsal. then next tuesday is last dalt le. ): VErY FAST EH! ):
well. time flies.we know that. it seemed that 37 ma'ams just left us yesterday. and today 38 ma'ams are leaving. ): WHY ! orh. and yest at 纯 真 the song there. the last line made me choke in emotions. " 我想我还是轻轻放开你的手 ， 我 却没有力气怎么做 。”
yea. erm. it was like reminded me of how i told myself NOT to cry cause i wanted ma'am to leave with a happy mood but really couldn't help myself. ): i was disappointed at my U and myself. ): well. went home hugged my bear which is called. _ _ _ / _ _ _ _ cannot tell larh. ): REALLY TIGHTLY cause apparantly the bear got special meaning to me and lied on my bed, cry for a while. hAHA. DIDN'T EAT DINNER!(: diet diet. :D
okayy. yea. ENOUGH OF EMO. POST! :D ermm. let's just hope last dalt would be better though i definitely don't look forward to it.
jiayou sqms. let's overcome this emo. period together...
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