HELLO THERE :Dchuxi; nineteen
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in a depressed mood
8:45 AM
Sunday, August 27, 2006
Never did feel bad like this. Today am using short and non-structured sentences. NO mood to crack lame jokes. Everything has gone haywire. gosh. my life is messy. haiix.
I dunno. I hate the feeling of being said to have done something ii did not do. I always thought people could understand my feelings too because no one wants to be said to have done something they didn't do. Obviously if it is good things then okay for you, good for you larh. But then for something bad i won't ever want such a thing to happen.
BUT IT DID. Well. unexpectedly. and on me. AND BLAMES. AND FAULTS. AND COMPLAINS. gosh will i ever get sick and tired of this thing and just thrash this thing into the bin or something??
AND ESPECIALLY ON A DAY I AM RUNNING A 43degree FEVER? CRAP? gosh. it was supposed to be 41 degrees this morning larh.): I thought it would be okay after today, cause when ii was piaing my home econs FE coursework early in the morning, although i was tired my fever was going down larh. THEN NOW WAT?
AS i am writing this post, i am having a 65% risk of fainting in front of the computer. That is, said so by the doctor. I am on the 65% risk of fainting every 30min due to a serious ping xue(not anything of this matter but recently.. blahblah. TOO STRESSED LARH. but then still(: it is much endurable than this) ya so. it is due to a serious condition of ping xue mixed with my crap 43 degrees. goshh ii am hating this.
well... so back to the thing. I am not going to care. IF you shall just keep thinking this way, GO AHEAD! GO AHEAD! (: I AM HAPPY THAT YOU ARE DOING THIS! (: GO AHEAD UNTIL U SEE MY GRAVE. thanks.
gosh.. EOYs are coming. Then while ii am so very trying hardly to pia my hw and project, i have more to worry. SHEESHH. (: thanks a lot. ii will appreciate it and will remember to put it in my will.(: yayy.
Haven't really got my EOY timetable yet. But then ii think that is enough bah(: . It is happening like around 5 weeks after. which
7 times 5 =35!
hooray(: EOYS are so near.(: ii am so glad ii finally get to prove my ability to flunk exams.(: weee.
haiix. due to my being very unhappy and sick, I MIGHT DO MY RANDOM CRAP AGAIN.(: hooray. ii love random stuff. at least ii know things happen randomly and maybe ii was just unlucky to be caught in the number. HOHO. look how optimistic ii am(: guess ii will post this and go lie down for a while cause seriously ii am really on the verge of puking. THEN I will get the random stuf working(:
and ii didn't take lunch cause ii puked on it. WHO ASKED ME TO SEE ALL THAT BEFORE LUNCH?? maybe even if i had eaten it, i would have puked it also.(: ALL OVER MY LAPTOP. yayy. happiness ehh(: so maybe i should be thankful.
LALALA. wish me luck on the stairs. HOPEFULLY i won't faint on it again and fall 5 steps.(MY NEW RECORD. YAY!)
okkye. BYE! wish me a die die soon(:dun give me the get well crap.(:
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