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sad end to a wonderful week
11:03 AM
Saturday, July 29, 2006
X( well. sabbaticals ARE OVER.X( OVER. read that word. It is OVER. :( and what it is after that? TESTS. WEEP.
anyway. today we watched a malay movie for malay cultural sabbaticals. XD so niice. well. love story arhs.XD but then hor no one was clear on the ending lor. It is like, this girl calls this guy to tell him she loves him, but while she was waiting for him to pick the phone, they showed us pictures of them together, and then they show us the phone ringing in front of the guy who has met an accident while trying to hurry to the airport to see the girl off. Then we were all like, eeyyer, so sad,then they went back to the girl's view and then someone picked up the phone, OMG. AND IT WAS THE GUY.:( so weird. DIDN'T HE DIE? THEY SHOWED US SO MUCH BLOOD.eeww.
anyway... ii still pretty like the movie.XD movies are always nice. AND SITTING IN THE AUDI TO WATCH A MOVIE IS WAY TO NICE TO BE TRUE.XD so comfy and cool.XD And the girl's father is SO FUnny. WAHA. so is the maid and the mother.XD haix. so funny. x)
Well.. in china folk art, hmmph. we were supposed to draw something that represent something lucky.. WELL. but then most of us were doing the dragonfly from the previous lesson that.. hardly anyone cared.XD waha. ii had to hurry out some crap at the end. bwahaha. and sadly. I FORGOT TO TAKE MORE STRINGS. waha.
Well. Today supposingly have NO Dalt. waha. But we came back for spring cleaning, well to be precise, only polishing of the cymbals. XD but still imagine sitting in a circle and polishing cymbals together? It is fun.XD ex. well. someone. ALways destroys everything. SHe was polishing the SMALLEST SIZE cymbals. ANd then what did she do? SHe took the two, wipe and wipe and wipe and wipe and kept showing off that it was very bright. X( So all the while she was polishing 2 SMALLEST SIZE cymbals. bleah.
WEll. SHE DESTROYED TODAY FOR EVERYONE .X( She caused us to get scolded by ma'am just because she refused to go change u with us. ANd caused ma'ams to be very pissed. :( So we all got scolded.X( honghong was the most unfortunate. SHe volunteered to tell ma'am the story and got yelled at. I THINK SHE HERSELF SHOULD HAVE STOOD UP AND EXPLAINED HOW WRONG SHE WAS. IF she changed her attitude. SHe SHOULD HAVE BEEN YELLED AT. AND YET SHE STOOD THERE AS IF SHE WAS VERY INNOCENT AND SHE WAS DEPRIVED OF LOVE BY US? AND AFTER HOW WE TRIED TO'CHANGE YOU WITH LOVE'?HOW COULD YOU? IF YOU EVER CONSIDERED US AS YOUR SQUADMATES, THE LEAST YOU COULD DO WAS TO APOLOGISE TO JINGHONG! ANY NORMAL HUMAN BEING WITH A LITTLE BIT OF HUMAINITY WOULD HAVE DONE IT. ANYONE WITH A BIT MORE WOULD HAVE STOOD UP IN FRONT OF MA'AMS TO TELL HER THAT HONGHONG WASN'T AT FAULT. AND WHAT DID You DO? YOU YELLED BACK AT HONGHONG? AND WHILE I WAS CRYING WHAT DID YOU DO? YOU STOOD THERE BEING SHUANG WHILE ALL OF US WERE FEELING UNJUSTIFIED. YOU STOOD THERE BEING HAPPY THAT ALL OF US ARE PULLED DOWN BY YOU. YOU STOOD THERE BEING HAPPY THAT ALL OF US WERE SCOLDED WHILE YOU SEEMED TO GET OFF SCOTT-FREE. WHAT TYPE OF HUMAN BEING ARE YOU? ii am ashamed to be of the same type. :( You've destroyed every bit of humainty ii tried to make myself believe you had.
NOW SEEING THIS REMINDED ME. MA'AMS USEDTO TELL US NOT TO LET ANY SQUADMATE PULL OUR SQUAD DOWN. THAT WAS THEN. THEY SAW US THROUGH OUR GROWTH. THEY UNDERSTOOD THAT SHE WAS A PERSON WHO DRAGGED US DOWN A LOT AND THEY TRIED TO UNDERSTAND THE PROBLEM. BUT NOW THEY LEFT, AND WHAT? THE MA'AMS DON'T UNDERSTAND. THEY ONLY KNOW THAT IT WAS ALL OUR FAULT. THEY LET HER PULL US ALL DOWN. THEY LET HER KILL US. THEY LET HER DO ALL SHE WANTS TO DESTROY THE SQUAD. AND II THINK SHE IS HAPPY. :(
I AM ALSO WONDERING. DID SHE SAY SOMETHING TO THE MA'AMS WHEN SHE WENT TO CHANGE HER U HERSELF? I DUN BELIEVE MA'AM WILL SCOLD US AND NOT HAVING ASKED HER WHEN SHE WENT UP WHY DID SHE NOT COME WITH HER SQUAD. i DUN BELIEVE. I BELIEVED IT WHEN YOU CAME DOWN. NOW I DUN. BECAUSE YOU HAVE SHOWN ME THAT YOU HAVE NO LITTLE HUMAINITY IN YOU. I HAVE UNDERSTOOD THAT NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY TO STUFF THE EVERY BIT OF HUMANITY I BELIEVE YOU HAD INTO YOU, YOU WILL STILL BE YOUR OLD SELF AND YOU WILL NEVER CHANGE. NEVER.
YOU COMPLAIN THAT WE ARE TREATING YOU BADLY. NOW TELL ME, ARE YOU TRYING TO MAKE US LIKE YOU BETTER TO TREAT YOU BETTER BY DOING SUCH A THING THAT NOT EVEN MY PET FISH WOULD DO? I AM ASHAMED OF YOU. :( ARE YOU TRYING TO CHANGE YOUR ATTITUDE BY SHOWING MA'AM your BAD ATTITUDE AND MAKING MA'AM THINK WE ARE ALL OF A KIND? ARE YOU THE SAME KIND AS US? UNFORTUNATELY. not. NOW NOW, YOU'VE GOT 15 PEOPLE MAD AT YOU. DO YOU FEEL ACCOMPLISHED NOW? I SINCERELY HOPE YOU ARE. CAUSE IF U ARE STILL NOT, I CAN'T IMAGINE WHAT YOU WILL DO NEXT.
haix. :( weep. ii never scold anyone like that before ehh.XD maybe maybe maybe ii am really wrong that ii still felt bad before when we treated her pretty badly.:( weep. she really drived me to my grave. I angry till ii cried. and then ii cried till ii felt giddy. haix.
I really really don't wish to say this, but our whole squad hopes she leaves. If she doesn't, most probably all of us will.:(
ANyway. put away the sad stuff.XD ooh. yesterday de basketball WAS SHIOK ARH! XD
Really. ii mean it was really COOL. we played 5 to 5. 2 girls and 3 guys in each team. WAHA. obviously, our team was this:
- ME
-My cousin (guy.11.XD)
-My cousin (gal. 9.bleah)
-Cousin de friend. ( guy 11. XD)
-Cousin de friend de brother.( 12.)
well. my cousin the gal was a bit too bimbotic. SHE COMPLAINED AND COMPLAINED AND COMPLAINED. So we send her off.XD well. hehes. at least our situation was better than the other team. because both gals went off. haix. so duh. WE WON!. wee. wee. 99 (bleah. we insisted on another few minutes so it could get 100.bleah) to 52. XD OLE OLE OLE OLE. XD
well. then the gals complain again. SO haix. they didn't want to join in soccer.bleah. bleah. ooh. my cousin offered to. XD at least she was niicer.XD so we continued , but with 3 to 3. cause one guy frm the other team had to go home.XD well. FUN FUN FUN. shiok. we thrashed them.XD yayy. can you believe? it was a 16 to 2. XD pathetic? I SAY Yes FOR THEM. Xd but then they were very good. But my cousin was a very good goalie. XD
well. chatting wif sqm online. haix. all angry lah. :( bb. ARHH> test test. Can they invent a word for phobia for tests? bleah.
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